God Laughs Harder

Okay, so as a follow up I still haven’t gotten much done over the past two weeks. My stomach flu came back with a vengeance that Tuesday so I had to call off of work Wednesday. Then the following week my allergies stuffed up my head to the point that I was very dizzy. I took the medication, however, when I reclined to take a nap until the effects kicked in, I became nauseous and did when you do when you’re dizzy and nauseous for about 2 hours. 

Needless to say I called in sick to work again. Now I have switched my allergy medications, which should last 24 hours, to the night before and I am looking into getting an air purifier to help with these problems. 

All of this being said, I have not gotten nearly as much done as I would have liked. Just this morning, the last nice day for quite a while, I managed to get my rain barrel put together and outside, though I am still working on getting my downspout reattached. I have some crafting plans as soon as I get my house in some form of order, so hopefully I can get the organization done this weekend and get started on crafting again!

Life is full of ups and downs, sometimes the ride makes you nauseous, sometimes euphoric, but you have to stay in the cart and keep riding along. Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Man Plans, God Laughs

I have been trying to get my house in order as I mentioned in the last post. Over the past week I have managed to get three small dressers put together and I started putting together the wider set of drawers. Then I had to get ready for work, after my shower I noticed a really bad smell coming up the stairs…my sewer had backed up. I scheduled a RotoRooter visit to be the most convenient around my work schedule, and then I decided to give myself a treat and order KFC while inviting a friend over for dinner. That was Friday, I quickly remembered why I don’t order KFC, it upsets my stomach. I had signed up for a class on Saturday Afternoon, so I did not eat much for breakfast since I wasn’t hungry, went to the class, and ordered something quick and cheap for lunch/dinner….

I wanted to finish putting the set of drawers together and hauling some things upstairs for storage. Yeah. Instead either KFC hit me really hard or I had a 24 hour Stomach Flu. I’ll spare you the details, but I didn’t get anything done Saturday other than finding out that Door Dash will send you a 7-11 order that arrives at 1:14am (clear soda and saltines). I then spent all of Sunday sleeping and occasionally getting up and trying to drink clear soda and eat a few saltines.

Needless to say I am here, at work on my lunch break, feeling dehydrated and frustrated that I accomplished very little this past weekend.

I’m hoping that the week shapes up to be better, and that I can down enough liquids over the day to combat some of this dehydration. I hope that your week goes well and that you remember to Live Life A Little More Abstract!

No Crafting Content Yet

Okay, so I have not gotten any real crafting done even though it is over half-way through January. I went to visit family, I was supposed to stay for 4-5 days, then they planned a reunion type event so the stay was extended to 10 days…then two flights were cancelled and I wound up staying closer to 13 days. Fortunately with the holiday I wound up missing only a single day of work and I discovered that I can easily make the drive by myself, since I had to rent a car to get back to my car at the airport.

I had a ton of fun visiting with my Aunts, Uncles, cousins, and cousin’s children while I was there. For a long time I was working 3-4 jobs and taking care of mom so I was unable to go to any family events, plus mom didn’t really want to, so I have a huge gap of time where I lost touch. It is great that I am able to get to know my relatives as adults.

All of that being said, I did not get much crafting done. I brought and completed a small portion of my Tula Nova EPP, however I do not have a photo of it. What I did gain however is a better understanding of what kind of organization might work well for me. One of my cousins has 2 very busy children, however they manage to keep their items in, relative, check with the use of storage furniture. Not just bookcases but storage with drawers that can be labelled. I know, this is not revolutionary information, however I’ve been trying to get away with the cheapest form of storage possible and it just isn’t working. The bookcases always look sloppy and the plastic drawers can rarely hold anything well. I tried ordering Ikea furniture however there were some shipping problems so instead I have some dressers arriving from Home Depot.

Hopefully these can help me to get my materials under control and my home looking like a home instead of a wreck….which honestly right now it looks like a wreck.

Since I am going to focus on getting things in check, then using the supplies I own before purchasing more, my shop is going to take a brief hiatus. I am thinking about switching to a quarterly model where I plan on having a new set of items available every 3 months or so. 

I think this is probably enough of an update for now. I’ll hopefully have some crafting content next time, however it might also be some organizing content.

Until next time remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Ups and Downs

Life is so very funny some days, weeks, and months. **I’m going to be frank about some medication complications of antibiotics, if you want to skip the medical stuff, well I was planning to talk about crafts but the rest of the post devolved into strategies for my store and a little bit of whining. I’m hoping to have some great photos of the crafts I’ve been making in the next post Mid-January.

I was on a Stay-Cation earlier this month, I had Wednesday through Sunday off to enjoy myself and get things done around my house. I was extremely productive, I managed to get quite a few things cut out and sewn to go up on my Etsy Shop. I also had my first sale at my Etsy shop, which allowed me to realize I priced that type of item much too low considering boxing, postage, and the cut Etsy took out. All of that was lovely, I had tickets to the Livestream of Sorted Food to watch over Saturday and Sunday, I find them so funny. I ate a little too much on Saturday so when I woke up extremely dizzy on Sunday I thought it was likely my blood sugar, I took Motion sickness medication and went back to sleep for a few hours. I spend Sunday and Monday getting my blood sugars down so that I could ensure it was not Acetone Acidosis, which put me in the ICU for a week when I was first diagnosed. On Tuesday I called into my regular doctors office to see if they could see me, I had realized that as I rolled onto my left side I got dizzy. They were able to make an appointment for my day off, Wednesday. I went in, it was an Inner ear infection, so I was put onto an anti-biotic that I am able to tolerate. I didn’t think anything of it but to make sure I had medicine if I had gastrointestinal side effects. I was very surprised when I woke up at 3 am Friday to find out that I had a different kind of side effect. It turns out that Antibiotics can kill off beneficial bacteria, such as the kind that keep yeast at bay. So I suffered until the pharmacy opened at 7am, whimpered at the person opening the doors that told me they were not allowed to open the doors until a pharmacist arrived and theirs was running late, bought the medication that works in 1 day, and went home to see if I felt better in an hour so I could go to work. After oversleeping my alarm, I found out I did not feel well enough to go to work, and had to call off. I’m not sure what it is about vacations but I always seem to get sick at the tail end of them, oh well.

All of that being said, I did have a good vacation overall. I managed to cut and sew quite a few bags in a style similar to the Japanese Knot Bags you can find on YouTube and other places. The bags are reversible and will be available in my store early 2024. It occurred to me while I was cutting out and sewing different bag patterns that my store seems to be going in a Textile direction, I had originally thought I would be a mostly Resin shop. Since Textiles have different federal regulations I am going to put my store on Vacation until about Mid-January when my tags should be in and I should have a decent stock to put up and start advertising. One of the things that I have to keep in mind for my store is that I created A Little More Abstract as a way to sell the items that I create to help support my creative exploration, if I am not careful I will be creating only to sell not for creative exploration. Thanks to Elizabeth Goddard’s Christmas Party I now have access to a lot of different courses for free that should help me build my business. 

Right now it is my plan to take part in at least one of the courses each weekend I am physically and emotionally able to. While it is a little early to be focusing on New Year’s resolutions I am planning on focusing on making sure that I am eating protein and vegetables before I worry about the bills. This does not mean that I will stop paying my bills, or that I will be dining on Filet Mignon, it just means that my focus will be on making sure that I have healthy foods in the house and then cover the bills, if I have to pay a slight late fee next month on something then I might have to do that. Hopefully my store will allow me to skip that step and I will have at least a slight income to keep the wolves at bay. I could talk about how if I had a second income in the form of a spouse, how I have a full-time job, make just a tiny bit too much for assistance, or so many other circumstances, but all of that will sound like whining. 

I am very lucky to be where I am. I own my home, in conjunction with the bank, I own my car, in conjunction with the car loan company, and I can pay my bills, if I forgo meat and vegetables most of the time. Many people are in the same boat as I am, however I already have several plans for how to get out of the rut I am in. As I stated in my last post, I’m a Dandelion. If I get sick, fall behind, or run into trouble, I will bounce back up again….often with a vengeance. That obstacle will be hammered down. 

Okay, that is enough philosophy and whining for this post. I hope that everyone has Happy Holiday’s whatever you celebrate and a Happy New Year!

Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract and Be Like a Dandelion, don’t let them get you down or they win!

My Therapist Said I’m Like Crabgrass

So at my most recent therapy appointment my therapist told me I’m like crabgrass, I changed that to a dandelion, but the sentiment is the same. Nothing can keep me down for very long, giving up (suicide or self harm) have never occurred to me. I still have major ups and downs, things still stress me out to the point that I am on anti-anxiety (anti-depressant) medication. I shared in my last post that the reminders of how much time has passed since losing Mom and Dad really got to me. Due to these circumstances I decided to give myself a break from people for Thanksgiving Day. I planned on doing some major cleaning, instead I wound up doing some Major Crafting. Patterns for Pirates has an amazing amount of free patterns and they are giving more away during this Holiday Season. Their patterns can be found here:

https://www.patternsforpirates.com/product-category/freebies/

Using the Patterns for Pirates free Dino Nuggies pattern I created four of the five nuggets:

I love how they have all turned out, they are now up on my etsy website: https://www.etsy.com/shop/alittlemoreabstract/?etsrc=sdt

I am hoping to sell them, partially to purchase more material, partially to say that I’ve made a sale in the first year of my etsy shop being open, and partially to help pay my bills. Oh well, weather I do or do not I had fun making them, and I know that the pattern is easy enough for us to make at Teen Crafting in 2024 as well as Adult Crafting. The plushies are not all that I made, I had a ton of fun experimenting with my Finishing Sander and wet felting.

I love how the felt turned out, I am presently trying to figure out the best way to turn the resulting felt into cup-cozies. While experimenting one of my multi layered pieces turned into fantastic geode slices as well as a beautiful feather. I used Gorilla Glue Hot Glue to put pin backs on the felt after everything dried, they will not detach easily! I love how they turned out and hope that some one can give them a good home!

Of course they are also in my Etsy Store.

I have about three baby blankets that I need to add binding onto as well as one very textured baby blanket I’m trying to use a quilt as you go method for creation. Soon there will be cup cozies, baby blankets, and burp cloths in my Etsy store.

The burp cloths are made with terrycloth on one side and fleece on the other. I finished the top stitching before work this morning. I still need to bury the threads, and run them through a wash cycle using Dreft. Once I have that finished these will be up in my shop. I’m thinking about selling them as a package; one dinosaur back, one black back for $5. It will be 2/$5, the only reason I can do that is because I managed to get the fabric as remnants so they were very inexpensive.

One of the things that I need to consciously stop doing is trying to undercut the other sellers on Etsy. Some individuals have items, like the dino nuggets, for less than $10 each. I do not know how they even purchase the supplies for that let alone sew and stuff them. They are not a huge time commitment but the Sherpa fabric I used to get a lovely look costs $16/yard, then I had to purchase stuffing. I will try to price my goods according to what supplies cost me and how much time they took me to make. That means that my quilts will not have really fancy quilting unless they cost a bit more, I don’t have a long arm and the absolute least expensive method for me to turn my machine into something like a long arm is $500 (my car payment, or the price of my fancy quilt on my Etsy Store that I made using a Tula Pink Pattern). Sending things out to be long armed looks inexpensive until you see that a small quilt will probably cost $50-$100 to long arm (there goes any profit/hope of selling it).

That is the progress that I have made so far, I hope to finish the baby blankets and mug cozies so that I have plenty of items in my store. There are some plans for me to go to a few Craft Shows in 2024 to see if that is a better market for my wares.

Until next time I hop that you Live Life A Little More Abstract!

Remembering the Past and Rolling with Changes

I know that it has been a while since I have posted. This is mostly because I have not made much significant progress on any of my crafting endeavors for various reasons. If you’re just here for the crafting content, then just skip this post and I’ll try to get back to crafting in the near future.

In October I had the 5 year anniversary of my Mom’s death. I hate that young people, well anyone but the young people get to me the most, smoke. My mom smoked from the time she was about 18 until I went off to college, so over 30 years. She never got lung cancer, instead what she got was COPD. She had to be on oxygen, eventually she caught pneumonia. She had bouts of pneumonia for a year, getting antibiotics and other treatments all the while. In October of 2018 she was, again, hospitalized and they said that she just was not going to get better. They took her off of oxygen and while I was on the phone with the Hospice worker trying to figure out how to transport her home and set up a bed in the living room for her, the nurses came rushing in to get me. I held her hand while mom gasped her last, then I literally howled with grief when I realized she was gone. By nature I am not an introspective person, I try to acknowledge that things have happened and move on, but this hit me a little hard this year, especially since last week would have been Dad’s 75th birthday, this upcoming February it will be 15 years since he passed.

I miss my parents, sometimes I have lucid dreams where I think that they are still alive and we are doing things together. Waking up and realizing that they are gone can make the grief come back just as strong as it was at first. I haven’t had a dream like that in some time, but I have had a couple over the last month. All of this has made it difficult for me to craft and write about new and happy things, but talking with a friend this past weekend made me realize a few things.

I have a coping mechanism for the holidays, it isn’t the healthiest, that works for me. I have a standing invitation to visit my friend and spend the holiday with her family, instead what I’m going to to do is spend the day ‘sulking’ at my house and working on a major cleaning project. I started early by shredding all of the paper’s I’ve had around for 3 years and sorting the bills into a bill box in case I need them in the next five years. I plan on getting the rest of the first floor cleared up so I can work on the second floor and setting up crafting stations that work for me.

I’m not introspective. I don’t like reflecting on things because sometimes I don’t like what is staring back at me, both about myself and my family. I do have to look back sometimes and remind myself, I have a full-time job, my own home, and a reliable car. I have a friend that will be with me through thick and thin, as well as a loving supportive family from dad’s side. I want to spend my holidays alone because I can manipulate my restless energy into getting plenty of work done around the house. I have the opportunity to actually attend the family holiday gathering this year since it will be held in early January, so I am looking forward to that as well as trying to get my crafting mojo going to make some sort of presents for everyone.

I miss my parents. They would have hated the Pandemic. They are looking down and keeping watch over my entire family. I have so many blessings to count. I am far luckier than most.

I’m going to take the next couple of weeks to remind myself I’m lucky and things could be so much worse. I know my reactions and how to keep them from getting too far out of control. I’m thinking seriously about making holiday cookies even though I haven’t since Mom Died. My best friend is getting married in June and I will be standing up with her.

Take care of yourselves throughout this holiday season. I hope to have crafting content for you before the end of the year, if nothing else I’m hoping to have my crafting supplies better organized so I can let you know something about that.

Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract.

Who Am I This Week?

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The DIY bug bit me hard this weekend, combined with realizing that the quilt I’m working on has 6 types of blocks not 5, means that there will not be any crafting content this week. I will be writing about home repairs and the products that I used/recommend to accomplish these tasks.

I did not manage to get any more paper made, I did manage to get some home renovations complete, however. When I first purchased this house the garage was a bit of a mess. Since this house was built in the early 1900s the garage was an afterthought. This means that without back-up cameras getting in and out of the garage would be a nightmare, and my old car did not have back up cameras. Even now that I have the cameras I’m still not planning on using the garage for car storage. All of this to tell you that the busted out pane of glass, hole in the back wall, and door that does not sit flush were the least of my concerns 2 years ago when I closed on the house. Now that I have several of the inside projects completed or handled in some way, I can turn to the garage…though I still need to find someone to patch my roof I’m going to hope it holds out for another year.

I managed to ‘fix’ the pane of glass…if you do not have experience cutting glass and have been working with fabric where you need to lean on the ruler to make sure it does not shift…don’t take this task on alone or get the pane professionally cut, or better yet just buy the right size of glass to begin with if you can find it!

To start with I obtained a piece of glass, that turned out too small, so the first step needs to be measure your window pane. If you can find the correct size glass, purchase it. If you cannot find the correct size then you need to either purchase one that is bigger and cut it down to size using a glass cutting set, this is the one I should have purchased

Glass Cutting Set

or special order the glass to be the correct size.

After you have the correct size glass you need Glazier’s points,

Glaziers points


I obtained the push kind because they were easy to install, and Window Glazing compound,

Window Glazing Compound

After that the install is easy.

Brush away any extra dust or debris, wipe the frame down if there is no glass in it, or pick out any glass remaining being careful to not get cut. Wearing cut proof gloves,

Cut Resistant Gloves

is probably a good idea for this step and any steps where you are playing with sharp edges.

Push the Glazing points into the window frame flush with the back where the glass pane will sit. The pointy bit goes into the frame and the sticky outy bits needs to be facing you to hold teh .

Next fit the frame of glass into place, making sure that the fit is snug.

Once you have the glass in place use the window glazing compound around the edges to seal the pane in place and prevent water from getting into the wood. I ran a line around then used a putty knife

Putty Knife

I prefer a metal edge, to smear the compound toward the outer edges helping it seal better. Within a day or two it should be dry…as long as you don’t do this in the rain…don’t do this in the rain!

My fix will work for a year or two, and then I’ll get a pane of properly sized glass and take out my mess. I might just see if I can install a new window altogether, but that seems a little to ambitious right now. It does not look pretty (at all) but it should keep the wind, and more importantly cats, out.

For my back wall I purchased some Shiplap

Shiplap

The link is to some primed shiplap which would have saved me some time since what I purchased needs finished. Once I have the Shiplap cut down to size I will need to seal it

Deck Sealer

with the same kind of sealer I purchased for my front deck and back steps. After that I will use my nail gun

Nail Gun

to nail the boards into place covering the hole. I am not sure what I did before I had a nail gun!

Of course in addition to all of this I decided that August is the perfect time to do all of the home improvement projects, so I will also be sanding off the spray paint I used on my steps last year. Well, I say I’m sanding it off but most if it has peeled off already but there is some stubborn spots. After talking with someone that works in a home improvement store I decided against a cordless variety and I purchased

Random Orbital Sander

to help me get the back steps as well as my front porch prepped to be finished. I hope to get the back steps done by the end of the week, and work on the front porch while I’m on vacation the first full week of September. That is about it for home improvement projects this past week, though I’ll post progress photos on my back steps if I make any progress, though they are calling for rain most of this week.

Until next time remember to Live Life A Little More Abstract!

We Are Warped

I now have my 16 shaft table loom warped up completely and I have been weaving on it this week. A couple of threads snapped and a couple are floating rather than separating so I have to figure out what is going on with them. After I finished weaving the first towel, I decided to take each shaft off of its rail and take off the extra heddles that I had on the end. This was going very well until I reached shaft 14 and then the shaft decided to snap on me, essentially the bottom came off before the top was out of the rail, and it snapped. I was able to glue it back together using gorilla glue, however, that happened just this morning so I will not be able to put it back on until tomorrow morning.

I know that the gorilla wood glue worked because after half an hour the shaft stayed together without the clamp on. I did manage to get all of the extra heddle off and shifted where the last shaft is going to be by adding the pieces onto the other heddle. Essentially now only the 16th shaft is missing the part that keeps the heddle rods in place. Do I regret doing all of this, while the loom is completely warped up, not really. Considering how much time and effort it takes to warp up the loom, loosening the warp from the back beam and allowing the heddles to shift in place seems to be the best way to do this. That being said, I have not found out where the sticky warps are nor whether anything is shifted or twisted, so wait and see if this actually works or not. Since I am having a Weaving Guild meeting on Saturday and they asked us to bring our own place setting, I’m going to wash the towel now that I’ve hemmed it and see how it works.

There is one more aspect to this saga and that is the paper that I used to wind the back warp. Since it was not exactly the same size as the back warp beam, it wound up crinkling and wrinkling. Those crinkles and wrinkles cause the warped be held at a different tension which completely messed up my front tension. I should’ve seen this coming however, I did not. I am still debating different ways to potentially resolve this issue. The back warp reel is actually quite wide, though it isn’t 36 inches wide which is what I think the paper is.

I believe taking off the extra heddles will give me room to figure out which of my warps are crossing or doing other things that cause me to not get a clean shed. I also believe that if I can find some way to wind the warp on with even tension I will solve my loose warp problem, though I do not look forward to unrolling the entire warp just to try to roll it back on the back beam with even tension. Perhaps unrolling the back beam and pulling it through the front reed and heddles will help me figure out my threading problems, then I can concentrate on the tension problems. I hope to get both of those problems solved this week, though again it will all have to wait until tomorrow morning when I can get the last shaft fixed.

As you can probably tell, this has been my all consuming project this past week. The quilt as you go project went well, not everyone finished since I had between 16-18 (I lost count) people wanting to do the project. As a result, even though Wednesday-Sunday I’m supposed to be off, I will be coming in to work for 2 hours to set up and help everyone finish their potholders. Each person will be making 1 and I have enough supplies for 12. I’m also teaching Scissor Fobs on Saturday, so I will really have Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday off. That is alright, I will use the ‘on days’ to run other errands and take care of other chores around the house.

I think that is it for this week, so until next time remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Severely Sidetracked

Crafting content will begin after the ******.

I went outside this morning to get my 30 minutes of cardiovascular exercise, also known as using my old fashion lawnmower to mow my lawn. I love my old fashion mower because it is not nearly as harsh on the grass as an electric mower, or a gas powered mower, it also is very environmentally safe, and the blades do not need sharpening. I had mowed my front lawn on Thursday because I had a little bit of time and I knew that since it was forward facing I wanted the front of my house that everybody could see to look nice. I had decided to leave the backyard that nobody except one neighbor can see alone until I had time on Sunday. Imagine my surprise, when my beautiful, plush lawn was scalped. I know that someone thinks they were helping me and giving me a hand, however, all I feel is devastated and violated. My lush green grass is now almost down to the dirt and it looks horrible. Somebody came into my yard without my permission and did what they thought was best without consulting me or talking to me or anything. I know that the short way of thinking of this is that somebody mowed my lawn for me, however, all I really feel is violated. If they think it’s OK to mow my lawn without permission what else do they think it’s OK to do without my permission on my property? I’ve been trying to slowly do some landscaping, last weekend I put out some new, stepping stones for my pots and other things.
because of this, I wound up going to my local hardware store to buy a blank sign. I put the sign out after I wrote down something to the effect of ‘Thank you for mowing my lawn. Please ask permission.’ I plan on keeping it up for a week. While I was there, They had bushes half price so I did get a bush for an area that I was planning on putting in the back and a nice lilac bush that I put in a pot out front. In total, I spent all of what I earned teaching yesterday on some of the yard work as opposed to saving it as I had planned to do. I also think that I might need to put out some cameras on the backyard so that I can keep track of what’s going on. I didn’t want to be that kind of paranoid person, however, I don’t want people thinking that they can do whatever they want on my property.

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due to circumstances beyond my control, I have not gotten around to creating the organization post that I intended to. Since it is mirrix, weave every day month I have managed to get some weaving done almost every day. The most exciting achievement that I’ve managed is that the reed on my 16 shaft loom is completely threaded, and I have almost half of the heddles threaded as well.

I did have to take a break in the middle of my project to create my own lease stick so that I could attach it to the back roller of my loom. For the life of me, I do not know what happened to the original, however, with some para cord, an impact driver, and some ingenuity, I did manage to get the lease sticks for the front and back of the loom finished. I have been having some trouble with the lease stick on my rigid heddle loom as well so I am not sure if I’m going to just use para cord to attach it to the front and back beams or if I am going to use the slightly thicker wood that I purchased to create my own lease sticks.

I did manage to get all of the pieces cut out that I need for the quilt as you go potholder class I am on Thursday, that did take quite a bit of time and playing around with the machines to make sure that they were going to work. I also had to remind myself that fold over binding is just fine because I am not going to try to teach 13 people on the fly how to do regular binding. I am not that much of a masochist.

I know that this is not the post that I promised you, I do hope to get to that before the 11th. I hope that everyone has a wonderful week and remember to live life a little more abstract.