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Pleasures Great & Small

by CZeitler

This is a good time of year for reflecting on the blessings that we have, both great and small. I’m not sure how to define each of the blessings I am grateful for, because those that are considered essential are the most expensive so it is hard to call them ‘small’. Given that I will start my thanks with my ‘essentials’ and then work my way through to what happened yesterday. There is not going to be any crafting content, though I am very grateful for the supplies, tools, and physical ability to work with my crafting supplies.

The essential blessings I am grateful for are the home I have to live in, reliable transportation, food in my fridge and freezer (I love this time of year for the $.99/lb Turkeys). I have a full-time job that pays me enough to cover my bills, gives me over 22 days of vacation/floating holiday each year, and is a positive environment to work in (occasional patron problems notwithstanding). I have my health, pretty much, and my hands still work.

I am also grateful for the non-essential blessings that I get to celebrate. I have an amazing family that I know I can speak to, visit, and enjoy in so many ways. I was able to visit my sister yesterday, she was looking for a pegboard and I just happened to have taken the same pegboard off of my walls a few days earlier to put up a new bookcase. I was able to purchase new bookcases a couple of months ago so that I can get my supplies organized in a way that is useful to me. I have the creativity, skills, and supplies to create ornaments and other presents for my family.

I was able to purchase tickets for a livestream of my favorite YouTube channel, participate, and laugh along with Sorted Food. I will also be able to rewatch this stream as well as those that I have purchased in years past. I was able to take the time off so that I could watch and rewatch the streams at my leisure.

Yesterday when I visited my sister I was able to purchase lunch, gas, and a few treats and snacks for both of us to enjoy over the holiday season (and hopefully beyond depending on how hungry I get). I purchased a prickly pear fruit from an Asian Market my sister found. It was lovely to try, tons of seeds that I am going to try to dry, and a slightly sweetly mild flesh that I was able to eat. It tasted like a very light kiwi fruit, with a little sour tinge that was pleasant as I got very close to the skin. We went to Ikea where I found the Vintersaga Ginger Thins cookies were a dollar less than they have been, so I purchased two tins for myself and two for my sister. These cookies are amazing, I had to hide a tin from myself in the freezer or they would both be gone before the week is out.

Finally we went to Grandpa Joe’s Soda store. I had looked up the prices online, and was pleasantly surprised to find that many of them were slightly less since they do not have to worry about shipping. I did not get the Grizzly Energy Drinks though I was very tempted, I did get a Jones Select Zero Sugar Rootbeer, which was just as lovely as I thought though I drank it on the way home so I do not have a photo. There were several candies that I decided I could not resist. I bought two different Cherry Mash treats, and tried one today, It was lovely, the milk chocolate was a thick shell that tasted lovely and smooth. I expected some juice, like a chocolate covered cherry, instead there was a dense sweet nougat-like cherry flavored filling.

The other cherry mash is ‘Big Cherry Milkshake’ and will live in my freezer with the Brachs Swirl Gumdrops, until I rediscover them in a frenzy for something sweet, hopefully a few months in the future. I do have an extreme sweet tooth, horrid when you’re a type 2 diabetic, however I have been low key craving some of the sour candies that I enjoyed when I was in my early 20s. This store had them, though I admit I cannot remember which flavor I enjoyed. I guess I’ll just have to try all three of the flavors I purchased, sigh!

I do think that the Mango version is what I really enjoyed since I can remember the tin colors, however I hope that all three flavors are good. I was also very lucky to be able to purchase some sweets to share with my colleagues. Originally I was going to pick up a huge bag of tiny sweets that was under $10, however the bag admitted that in could be cross contaminated with tree nuts, to which one of my colleagues is allergic. Instead I found some bags of freeze dried treats that were $1 per bag, I could not resist. There are five different types and the bags to not fess up to any kind of nut tree contamination so they should be safe for my colleagues.

I am safe, warm, loved, relatively healthy, and able to feed myself. I have the freedom in my budget to send presents to my family and treat myself and my sister to a few treats to enjoy over the holiday season. I was able to purchase a few supplies to support my joint health and ability to keep crafting for years to come during the Black Friday Sales. I plan on putting a post up about those very soon.

Along with all of these small blessings, I have a supportive outlet for me to remind myself of these blessings. Thank you for reading my blog, and I hope that you all have a lovely holiday season depending on what you celebrate.

Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Thankful

by CZeitler

Happy Thanksgiving to those in the USA. Yes, I know about the problematic nature of this holiday, colonization, wholesale slaughter, attempted genocide, and all of the problems brought to the Indigenous Population. I could go on a rant about this, however I am trying to focus on the spirit of the holiday not the history, however difficult. This is a good time to reflect on the past year and what we have to be thankful for. Due to politics and other considerations the US is in turmoil. Over the past year I have lost three members of my family. Along with these losses the realization that I have not seen so many members of my extended family for a decade or more. While I do not go to a church, I do believe in God and His blessings.

I am blessed that this realization has come in time for me to see my family more before it is too late. I am now in a full-time job with decent vacation time and many family members only a few hours away by car. There are challenges and difficulties in my life, as with everyone. I have found that if I try not to stress too hard, a solution comes to me no matter the difficulties.

Over the next month I have so many joys to celebrate. The first weekend in December I will be making wrapping paper at the library for work, as well as watching the Sorted Food livestream. If it was not the first Saturday in December I would have taken the time off so that I can watch this, however, I am happy to bring some fun to people at work. Since Sorted Food is in London, it will start at 7 am for me so I will be able to see a couple hours before I have to go to work. Then on Sunday I will be able to see the entire stream live. I have taken Monday and Tuesday of the second week off, mostly to start to use up my vacation time.

I still have to make the presents for my family, I hope to work on that this weekend so that I am able to relax and enjoy my time off later in December. If not then the time that I am taking the second week in December should be good to finish the presents up and see if I can get them sent off. I am also taking off three more days in December, again to make sure I am only rolling over the number of days I am allowed to, and I hope to use that time to concentrate on reading.

I am very lucky and blessed. I am able to pay my bills, have food on the table, and send out some presents to family. I have not been able to see family for years, now I have the opportunity and time to rectify that. Despite my relatively minor health difficulties I am in decent enough health to be able to do things that I want to and enjoy doing. My transgendered sister has not been cut off from her medication, and seems to be in a decent job right now. Should anything occur I am in a place to offer my home and support should she need it.

I hope that everyone has an amazing weekend, Happy Thanksgiving if you celebrate. Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract.

Emotional Reset

by CZeitler

Yesterday at work proved to me why having three team leads available on Saturdays is very important. There were no major disasters, however constant small problems add up to a very stressful day at work. I was technically the team lead in charge so I had ‘final say’ on what was going on, fortunately I work and communicate with the other two leads very well so I felt supported. This did not stop the stress from happening so I decided that I was going to do a complete emotional reset Saturday night to rid myself of the day. I started by going to Burger King, I had a 4 free. nuggets with $1 purchased so I bought an ice cream cone and the 4 nuggets for under $2. I ate the cone in the parking lot while watching the Snake Discovery Halloween special because the lizard dressed as a taco gives me such a belly laugh every time. I then bought 1/2 dozen Tim Hortons Donuts for $4.5 to take home. Once I got home I completely changed out of everything I was wearing and put it immediately in the washer. Finally I roasted the turkey I had thawing in my fridge, and made my final bag of chicken soup from the roasted carcass. This gave me a chance to freeze the last batch into .7 liter bags.

While things were boiling and roasting I continued to clear off and organize the bookshelves I currently have to make room for my new shelves. This has been great for me, I am working hard on consolidating my supplies according to their usage, weaving with weaving, spinning, etc. An unexpected benefit is that I am also getting everything off of the floor, and those are getting swept up as well. At present I have book cases at a right angle against the corner, however I firmly believe I am going to have to drastically change that. I dislike the idea of ‘losing’ space by having a bookcase at a 45 degree angle in the corner, however I am finding out that I absolutely cannot have stuff stuck in the corner. I forget that the items exist, tend to put items in front of the cases since I cannot easily access them anyway making them even harder to access. One of my main goals of purchasing these last bookcases is to ensure that everything is off of the floor. Another main goal is to make some of the items that I do not want to get rid of, but that are taking up considerable space. Admittedly some of this is procrastination crafting.

Last week I had decided I wanted to make a Celtic themed lap blanket for one of my dad’s cousins that was in the hospital for a form of Brain cancer. The hospital happened to be in the same city that my Sister lives in, so I had her reach out to see if we could take their daughter, our cousin after a fashion, out to lunch with whomever she wished. We did not hear back, and I found out yesterday that we did not hear back because dad’s cousin was taking a turn for the worse. Instead of making a lap blanket I am going to embroider a memorial hanging. She did not want a funeral or viewing so later we will find out when the celebration of life will be.

This is another reminder to see family when you can, that no day is promised, and that reaching out is never wasted effort.

Live Life a Little Abstract.

Plans Derailed

by CZeitler

On Thursday I went to work with a slightly scratchy throat. I had been moving books an dusting shelves so I thought that was it. One of my supervisors let me know that there were throat problems going around, so after the meeting I decided to go home early sick. I’m so happy I did. I then slept through with few waking moments until Saturday. My throat was feeling better by then, I had ordered Walmart delivery of garlic pills, oregano pills, immune support pills, diet soda, and oatmeal. These purchases took up most of my cousin visit fund, but oh well. On Saturday I was feeling much better, I was able to get some dishes done and a quick shower so I could stink a little less.

On Sunday I was able to get a few projects worked on. I finished the beaded bracelet, made a kumihimo piece and finished another. I was planning on using this weekend to make progress on the big quilt project I was working on, however I do not want to get my germs on it. I hope that I am not coughing in the morning so I can make progress on that.

The final thing that I am working on is some small weavings for holiday cards. I’m not sure if it will happen or not, I’m just happy I made progress on this.

Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract.

A Little Crafting

by CZeitler

My library, where I work, is closing our doors for a month while new doors are being installed. This will really only effect the presence of the public in our building, we will still be working however patrons will not be allowed in. This is going to be a great time for me to get my personal space organized, and a lot of work done on projects that tend to fall by the wayside while focusing on patrons and other things. I just came off of a vacation where I mostly spent my time trying to rest and recharge my social batteries. This worked out really well. Prepping for the closure is going to take a ton of time, energy, and social battery next week. Next Saturday I will also be holding a spinning class, this again is going to take a ton of my social battery.

The second to last day of my vacation was spent with the Weaver’s Guild I belong to making cord wraps with handwoven fabric, these will be given out during a fiber conference in October. I found out that the type of buttons I have been buying, with the little teeth, is not going to work with any of my presses (despite the fact that some came with one of my presses.)

I also found out that I needed to add some extra width to my shirt pieces, I cut out a triangle of fabric to add to the seams on the sides. I have them pinned together and hope to finish sewing them soon.

These small crafting projects have been great for me to dip my toe back in. I have also been doing a lot of cleaning, organizing, and getting rid of items that I do not need/use.

I hope that the weather continues to be good, and that you remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

All Work and No Play

by CZeitler

I’ll be the first to admit, I have been having a hard time drawing a line between time to work and time to play. Even during my time to play, I discovered I like playing alone. There is a Mine that has Quartz about 5 hours from my home. I decided to take a day trip there with a friend. I wish I could say it was a great time, unfortunately, I did not have a lot of fun. I spent more time worrying about whether my friend was having fun, and trying to entertain them, than I did enjoying myself. The whole trip got cut short due to grit in an eye then we took a detour to go shopping for something they wanted, and then they don’t like my driving (I drive defensively and had to stop short a few times). This proved to me, if I want to take a trip I’m just going on my own or with family that I know enjoy this type of adventure (or at least are willing to fake it for my sake).

In that vein I took a trip out to a local lake and enjoyed myself immensely. Dangling my feet in the water, having a personal picnic, taking time to watch how the refraction of light on the water made the stones look like they were rippling instead of the water, as well as getting some stitching done. I had so much fun, that I decided to make a promise to myself this summer. I am going to take the time to work on myself. No guilds, as little time with negative people as possible, visiting with friends and family, as well as enjoying my vacations.

I hope that you remember to have fun, and don’t let work/negative people consume you. Live Life A Little More Abstract!

Productive Burst

by CZeitler

I was lucky enough this past week to have encountered a rare productivity burst. Throughout this burst I was able to get one of my rooms organized, start several projects, and make progress on other projects.

Not all of my projects turned out great, but most of them did what I wanted. The first paragraph is going to be about outside projects I was able to complete during a warm day, and the rest is going to be about crafts I have started, some are a little more artistic than crafty, but everything I do comes back around to crafts eventually. Even my garden, which is what the next paragraph is going to be about, is going to have plants that are good natural dye producers. Speaking of, onto the outdoor projects.

During a windstorm my downspout decided to blow off of my house. This seemed like a sign to add a rain barrel to my gardening. I bought a rain barrel, and the device to connect it to my downspout. To see if I was able to get away with a cheap solution I purchased a connector that was a little too big, sealant, and some screws intended for a downpipes, under $10, and decided to try to connect it from the ground… It didn’t work, but I really didn’t think it would I was just really hopeful. 

This means that I am going to have to wait a little longer since I will need to purchase a 7′ ladder, new downspout, and probably an elbow for the top. I also noticed that there is no downspout on the gutter that surrounds my porch so I’m probably going to add one on just to be sure. The downspout was not my only outside project, I also managed to put up my mini pop-up greenhouse. It is weighed down with some stones from my front yard and it currently houses my mower, clippers, and a few other gardening things. This prompted me to finally put together my two workbench sawhorses, one of which is currently in the greenhouse. I’m hoping to start some plants in March or April. Okay, let’s get into crafts now!

In getting my home back in order I have discovered several projects that I have been meaning to work on for quite some time. One of which is my Unicorn in the Library fiber from Hipstrings. I finally managed to finish spinning it up, I did split the last puff into 4 pieces so that I could spin some other fibers in between that I will use as ply experiments. I also rediscovered my love for spinning silk, this caused me to spin up some lengths that I will allow my library craft patrons to use in their slow stitching project. That reminds me I need to make up a sample for that sometime this week.

I have been exploring some crochet techniques, mosaic crochet was not as much of a success as I would like, I found a Tunisian Crochet pattern video that I am working through and transcribing into a written pattern, and I will be seeking out resources for two sided mosaic crochet to eliminate the weird stair-stepping I am getting on the inside of my mosaic crochet.

Now we are getting to the part where I can never be content, I have to try everything. I don’t know if I mentioned that I bought a Rock Tumbler? If not, well yes, I bought a rock tumbler, some sample rocks, ceramic media, and enough grit to last me a while. I have been watching YouTube Videos by Michigan Rocks for some time, and my Aunt mentioned not getting around to using her rock tumbler, plus a way to force myself to go outside to find rocks all combined to have me starting this new hobby. I have had a ton of fun so far, I have owned it for a month, and I managed to get my ceramic media tumbled through the first 3 stages ( I didn’t bother to polish it), as well as some of the bag of tiny chips that I only half regret purchasing. They aren’t going to turn into anything great, but I’ll run them through the cleaning and two polishing stages to see if I can get them to have a shine. I did put about three pounds of the bigger rocks into each of my two tumblers to get them started on the stage 1, I’ll pull them off on Saturday to see what they look like. I’ll put out a post of how to get started Rock Tumbling, as well as linking to some great resources later.

Of course I cannot start just one hobby at a time, you think I have any self control? I haven’t started this one but it is going to go hand-in-hand with the rock tumbling, I plan on wrapping the rocks in wire when they are tumbled. To be able to sell these for something like a decent price I plan on purchasing some Sterling Silver wire. I’m not selling necklaces, just the wrapped stones for now. This brings me to my last two projects that I’m working on, skipping over the fishing poles I purchased today because I found out that there are ‘no license fishing days’ in New York State. I will need to find pictures of the types of fish it is legal for me to keep, and I have to remember to invite my friend out since I bought her a (cheap like mine) fishing pole.

Okay, so I did manage to have a sale on my Etsy site (thank you to whomever bought the Dino Plushie) and that caused me to realize that I hate having to pay Etsy out of what I had calculated as earnings. I know that people look for inexpensive items, deals, and sales. This means that I’m going to be paying about .20 per item, every quarter (I think that is how often), create listings, and pay for shipping, to make very little if any money. I do plan on creating some spreadsheet and other printable items to put up on Etsy once I have them perfected, to create something like a passive income stream. I have some great ideas I just need to slow down and find enough time to start working on them, I think I might start staying a couple extra hours on the days I’m supposed to leave early, or go to Panera Bread for a couple of hours before I’m supposed to be at work to get these things done. 

Due to the slow nature of my Etsy Sales I have decided instead of dripping my products onto Etsy as I get them done, and sort of rushing to get them done, I will take a little more time and sign up for a couple of craft shows this Fall. There is one in September and another in October I would like to sign up for. There are registration fees, I’ll need another table, and I need to take photos of my setup, but all of that should be doable by September. I’m really sort of excited about this, though I am not sure what type of craft I should bring. There is an apple festival that mentions having old-fashioned crafts, so I’m thinking about seeing if spinning and weaving would work for them.

I think that this is long enough of a rambling post to be getting on with for now. Until next time remember to Live Life A Little More Abstract!

Ups and Downs

by CZeitler

Life is so very funny some days, weeks, and months. **I’m going to be frank about some medication complications of antibiotics, if you want to skip the medical stuff, well I was planning to talk about crafts but the rest of the post devolved into strategies for my store and a little bit of whining. I’m hoping to have some great photos of the crafts I’ve been making in the next post Mid-January.

I was on a Stay-Cation earlier this month, I had Wednesday through Sunday off to enjoy myself and get things done around my house. I was extremely productive, I managed to get quite a few things cut out and sewn to go up on my Etsy Shop. I also had my first sale at my Etsy shop, which allowed me to realize I priced that type of item much too low considering boxing, postage, and the cut Etsy took out. All of that was lovely, I had tickets to the Livestream of Sorted Food to watch over Saturday and Sunday, I find them so funny. I ate a little too much on Saturday so when I woke up extremely dizzy on Sunday I thought it was likely my blood sugar, I took Motion sickness medication and went back to sleep for a few hours. I spend Sunday and Monday getting my blood sugars down so that I could ensure it was not Acetone Acidosis, which put me in the ICU for a week when I was first diagnosed. On Tuesday I called into my regular doctors office to see if they could see me, I had realized that as I rolled onto my left side I got dizzy. They were able to make an appointment for my day off, Wednesday. I went in, it was an Inner ear infection, so I was put onto an anti-biotic that I am able to tolerate. I didn’t think anything of it but to make sure I had medicine if I had gastrointestinal side effects. I was very surprised when I woke up at 3 am Friday to find out that I had a different kind of side effect. It turns out that Antibiotics can kill off beneficial bacteria, such as the kind that keep yeast at bay. So I suffered until the pharmacy opened at 7am, whimpered at the person opening the doors that told me they were not allowed to open the doors until a pharmacist arrived and theirs was running late, bought the medication that works in 1 day, and went home to see if I felt better in an hour so I could go to work. After oversleeping my alarm, I found out I did not feel well enough to go to work, and had to call off. I’m not sure what it is about vacations but I always seem to get sick at the tail end of them, oh well.

All of that being said, I did have a good vacation overall. I managed to cut and sew quite a few bags in a style similar to the Japanese Knot Bags you can find on YouTube and other places. The bags are reversible and will be available in my store early 2024. It occurred to me while I was cutting out and sewing different bag patterns that my store seems to be going in a Textile direction, I had originally thought I would be a mostly Resin shop. Since Textiles have different federal regulations I am going to put my store on Vacation until about Mid-January when my tags should be in and I should have a decent stock to put up and start advertising. One of the things that I have to keep in mind for my store is that I created A Little More Abstract as a way to sell the items that I create to help support my creative exploration, if I am not careful I will be creating only to sell not for creative exploration. Thanks to Elizabeth Goddard’s Christmas Party I now have access to a lot of different courses for free that should help me build my business. 

Right now it is my plan to take part in at least one of the courses each weekend I am physically and emotionally able to. While it is a little early to be focusing on New Year’s resolutions I am planning on focusing on making sure that I am eating protein and vegetables before I worry about the bills. This does not mean that I will stop paying my bills, or that I will be dining on Filet Mignon, it just means that my focus will be on making sure that I have healthy foods in the house and then cover the bills, if I have to pay a slight late fee next month on something then I might have to do that. Hopefully my store will allow me to skip that step and I will have at least a slight income to keep the wolves at bay. I could talk about how if I had a second income in the form of a spouse, how I have a full-time job, make just a tiny bit too much for assistance, or so many other circumstances, but all of that will sound like whining. 

I am very lucky to be where I am. I own my home, in conjunction with the bank, I own my car, in conjunction with the car loan company, and I can pay my bills, if I forgo meat and vegetables most of the time. Many people are in the same boat as I am, however I already have several plans for how to get out of the rut I am in. As I stated in my last post, I’m a Dandelion. If I get sick, fall behind, or run into trouble, I will bounce back up again….often with a vengeance. That obstacle will be hammered down. 

Okay, that is enough philosophy and whining for this post. I hope that everyone has Happy Holiday’s whatever you celebrate and a Happy New Year!

Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract and Be Like a Dandelion, don’t let them get you down or they win!

Sticking with Estimates

by CZeitler

I do not have any photos to add to this post, though I have been working hard on several projects.

These past two weeks have been a lesson on understanding how much work you are putting into something before you make an estimate. For one of my commissions I based the estimate on how much is usually charged for machine binding a quilt. What I am actually doing is hand cutting around individual flowers from a quilt then hand turning and binding each flower. Instead of the 20 minutes the machine binding would take this is taking about 3 hours per flower. Over 14-19 different flowers this is going to take quite a bit of time. I’m enjoying the work, especially knowing that I am helping to preserve an antique quilt in a way that it can be shared among family members. The age and delicacy of the fabric is why I cannot, well why I am very reluctant, to machine stitch these pieces. I have five flowers done and one more pinned and ready to stitch. At present I am trying to pin two at a time then stitch them up, this kind of batching allows me to feel like I am getting them done faster, though I know that I am not. The only thing that I regret is no matter how carefully I pin the petals of the flowers I cannot completely eliminate tiny folds or puckers from appearing.

Work has been very interesting as we work on finishing up the ordering for the year while preparing for a Haunted Library fundraiser. Thanks to my federal tax refund I am not panicked about my upcoming work trip and I have also been able to order a quiet, I hope, sander for my wet felting. I am still going to take a hiatus from my guilds while I decide if they are serving me at this time in my life. I know that it probably sounds silly but I often feel that the two weekends a month I go to guild meetings means that I do not have enough time to do other things during the week. I’m going to see if I am more productive when not going to meetings or if I just get lonely.

There is a lot more going on, I’m trying to work on my Dream Book planner to figure out what I want my goals to be next year, plan for crafts for 2024 at work, and so much more. No matter what I will always count my blessings that I am able to Mostly care for myself and that I have a loving family with amazing friends. I was able to visit my sister in Pittsburgh last week, the day before the 5 year anniversary of mom’s passing. It was a great visit and I was finally able to meet my sisters friends.

The world is a bright and beautiful place, though the heat seems to be off at work.

Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Weird and Wonderful Weeks

by CZeitler

the past few weeks have been both weird and wonderful. I have received two different commission opportunities as well as an opportunity to attend a conference for mostly free.

I’m not going to go into the commissions too much but they have kept me busy and will continue to do so for a few more weeks.

I was able to attend EGLFC for just the price of supplies which my last speaker fee should have covered. Unfortunately I still have not received that fee so I’m going to have to back out of guild meetings for a while so I have what I need to attend a work conference in three weeks. I’ll be comped for the expenses but I need to cover the expenses first. Enough about money right now.

I had so much fun at EGLFC and I learned so much about wet felting and how a finishing sander can be used to make the process easier.

I was able to make two rings, three brooches, and a vessel out of felt. I really like how everything looks. I have a couple of amazing plans for wrist cuffs and a possible wall hanging, I’ll be exploring that a little further once I have made some progress on my savings goals. I believe I will put a couple of felted pieces on my Etsy site to see how they do. I do have a wall hanging that I need to finish before I put it online. I was inspired by my teacher comparing my piece to something that she would jury and giving me tips.

I am thinking about creating tutorial PowerPoint presentations to teach various techniques and putting that behind a paywall. If that is something you would be interested in, please let me know.

Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract.