Adversity

Batching Tasks

by CZeitler
A stack of colorful fabric pieces including blue, rainbow striped, and patterned fabrics.

At present I am trying to build my ‘side hustle’ into an actual business that brings me some income, joy, and purpose. To that end I have started batching some of what I have decided I want to create as well as signing up for some amazing opportunities. One of the major challenges, and ultimately advantages, that I have is my ADHD. Due to my body’s inability to produce the proper chemicals that induce focus it is either very hard for me to focus on a particular task, or it is too easy for me to go down a ‘rabbit hole’ and lose complete track of time. The latter has not really happened for me since I got out of Grad School, which unfortunately means that I have not been able to do any of what is referred to as ‘deep work’ since that time. After my diagnosis, at age 40, I was put on medication. The first was too strong, and had adverse side effects. My current medication allows me to focus on tasks, remember side thoughts, and come back to those side thoughts without having to write them down or keep repeating them with a single minded focus lest I completely blank on what I was supposed to be doing. It is a singularly unsettling feeling realizing that people can go around knowing what they have to do without blanking when they reach their destination then having to retrace your steps and thought process so you remember what you thought you should do two minutes ago.



Recently, I have learned how to utilize my ADHD, medicated state, and newfound purpose to create systems where I can batch my projects. I have two running at the same time currently. With JoAnn Fabrics closing they are having some serious sales. This is allowing me an opportunity to purchase craft felt at a very discounted price. I am using that felt to create pencil/pen/paintbrush rolls. With the scraps I am creating corner bookmarks that I am hand embellishing with a variety of techniques, embroidery, beading, etc.

To effectively batch my tasks I find that thinking about what the next step is going to be at night before I go to sleep gets me interested and motivated the next morning. That is not going to work for everyone, however it is the method that is working for me. I will walk through my creating pencil rolls as an example, each * indicates a day/morning so you get an idea of how long this is taking me:

*I had some leftover fabric and a lot of pens/pencils/markers. I wanted a way to take them with me in case I decide that I want to try my hand at being ‘artistic’ while taking walks on the beach. I did a quick sample and liked how it looked. Then Joann fabrics had a lot of craft felt remnants for sale for literally pennies on the dollar. This felt is both sturdy enough to hold pens and light enough to roll well. An idea was born, also I plan on going to a conference in the near future and would like something that I can ‘give away’ to promote my business.

*I started batching, the first step was to cut the felt to what I thought would be the correct dimensions. I took a few hours to cut all of the pieces that I would be using to very similar sizes.

*The next day I pressed all of the felt out since many pieces were wrinkled and I had over 30.

*I decided how tall I would like the pockets to be, out of fleece fabric I had in my stash and picked up on clearance, then cut them to the same length of the craft felt. After that, and on the same day, I folded over the top about 1/2″ and did a quick straight stitch hem to have the top looking nice.

* I took the tallest pen that I had to make sure that the felt would be tall enough, I discovered that the back and pockets were both too tall.

* After some frustration, I chose to cut down the felt and resize the pockets. Thus began my second batch project. I took a day to cut these down, while realizing that it was not realistic for me to plan on making dozens of these rolls in time for the event. That is alright, I already have an etsy store and I can bring some to gauge interest. The felt will be great for corner bookmarks.

* I cut down the felt to the correct size for the corner bookmarks and then cut some of them diagonally to create the flap for the page to sit in (thus making it a bookmark).

*During the evenings or when I have a few free moments and feel creative I use various threads to embellish the corner flap of my bookmarks and do the stitching that holds the two pieces together. Beads, buttons, thread, whatever I can get my hands on and whatever stitches I think of are being used to embellish these.

*I did a sample of the slots for my pencil wraps, using a seam ruler I placed it inside the pocket and that became a hard guide for my presser foot. This sort of worked, however I hated how it looked since there was a ridge in the middle of the slot where the ruler stretched the felt a little.

*After some thought I realized that I could use tailors chalk to mark the ruler spacing on the back of the felt and sew along those lines. I have completed one and like how that turned out.

*I had some faux leather and cut that out the same size as the felt so I could create a waterproof backing for the pouch. Placing the faux leather face down on the pocket side of my piece, I sewed along three sides leaving one open to turn and place the cord.

*I pressed the piece once it had been turned right side out. I hate how the leather looks since it just about refuses to lie flat. This could be in part because my iron is set to synthetics, however, perhaps not. I used sewing clips to flatten out the edges some as well as holding the open side so that I can use a top stitch to close that up, as well as inserting the cord.

This is as far as I have gotten, I just put the clips on the faux leather sample yesterday evening. I plan on sewing the sample closed as a demonstration piece. Fortunately I have quilting cotton and thin fleece fabric that I can machine embroider on, this should create a cleaner finish for my pencil rolls while having an embellishment to draw attention.

I am not working quickly, I am trying to be both efficient and produce lovely products with minimal waste. This is a great chance for me to explore different stitches with the bookmarks, play around with my embroidery machine, use up thread and cords I had lying around, and (hopefully) create beautiful projects that people will purchase to help fund my exploration.

I hope that this helps some of you who might be stuck trying to figure out how to get bulk products out the door. While I certainly took my time by taking each step one day at a time, there are ways that you can batch these tasks and do them within one day, for example cutting the felt and fleece to the correct sizes could have happened on the same day, even cutting whatever you would like to use as your ‘pretty’ fabric for the outside of your pencil roll.

I hope that this is informative and possibly helpful. Until next time remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Rolling with Changes

by CZeitler

So, I drive with my right foot working the gas and brake. About a year ago I decided to take a 12 hour round-trip drive in one day. Ever since then my ankle has been bothering me a little bit on and off. When I went to my annual appointment, they suspect that it’s a strained tendon and the only way to heal. It is by staying off of it for a week as much as possible. I did try wearing ankle braces for about a month, however that hasn’t caused the pain to go away entirely. After discussing it with my supervisor, it was decided that my taking off work would be the best way to heal.

This sounds like a great dream right? Well for me it was a stark reminder that I have some form of task paralysis. There is the majority of me saying, I really want to get back into reading so I’m going to download some books that look good and finally get those two books by authors that I know I will love. Then there is a little niggling voice that says, you’re already listening to the murder podcast you know you like, what if you don’t like the books you’ve chosen…that author was doing something fishy at the end of the last book do you really want to be let down…etc.

This amounts to, a week later, having read/listened to none of the books I wanted to. I did manage to get two projects completed and some progress on the third.

The first is a handspun shawl that I finished knitting.

This has not been washed or blocked, those two steps should open up the lace a little bit and straighten out the edges. I’m very pleased with how it looks, very spring!

I also managed to hand stitch a set of applique coasters from a kit I had not touched in quite a while.

I love how they turned out, I deliberately used larger stitching in a contrasting color to give them a rustic look. I think that the intention translated well.

The final project I made progress on is my Tula Pink Nova Quilt.

The pattern is Tula Pink, the color selection is mine. I had intended for it to look space themed, when I showed my cousin she called it my ‘Halloween Thing’. So I hope that the last two rows help the Space Theme come together.

I think that is all that I have to report, sorry it has been a while since I have posted. My ankle is feeling better and I now know to take more frequent breaks even if it makes the drive longer.

I hope that your crafting is happy, you are healthy, and you remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract

Another Week Down

by CZeitler

Just a super quick update. I managed to get the inside of the dumpling bag soon and I’m working on pinning the outside of the handles so that I can sew those shut tidily. Since I am still coughing though it’s much better. I have not made any progress on my Aunt quilt.

This weekend, I’m going to concentrate on trying to get better and relaxing and reading some. Somehow, I’ve been scheduled for three weekends in a row off, which is just about unheard of, so I am planning on thoroughly enjoying them and hopefully getting some work done around the house.

Until next time, please remember that self-care is self love and extremely necessary. Remember to live life a little more abstract.

Organization Update

by CZeitler

No Real Crafting Content in this Post. I will admit I started this post 2 weeks ago. I purchased some amazing shelves from Ikea, the Lavia bookcases. I love that they are about 5″ taller than the other option I was considering. I do plan on painting them at some point and likely putting a backboard on them. There are L brackets on the top and bottom inside to keep these shelves from Racking back and forth, I recommend doing this with any bookcases unless they are custom built from hardwood. I put them on the bottom side of the topmost shelf so that they do not get in the way of any books.

These two shelves are filled up and I do have a 3rd that I need to assemble. Unfortunately that is the last of the progress I was able to get done on these shelves. I finished getting my finances straightened out, then a pipe in my basement froze only to burst when the plumber was here. That resulted in an unexpected plumbing bill. A couple of days after that I woke up with a sore throat and I have been coughing ever since. The cough has lasted a week now, hopefully it lets up in another 3 days or I will have to make a visit to urgent care, another expense I did not plan for. Yay.

All of this to say that I have not been doing much crafting at all. At the end of getting my first two shelves filled I did find some pieces that I had cut out for lined dumpling bags, so I was able to get the first 3 steps of assembling those done in bulk. Right now they are pinned up waiting for me to sew the inside pocket hem that holds the two pieces together prettily, then I need to stitch the outside of the handles. I plan on doing that by hand simply because I feel that I can more easily control the end appearence and the smaller handle is very difficult to manuver on my home machine. I do have a special project that was sent to me by an Aunt, I did manage to get it pressed before I fell sick. I’m trying to avoid all of my crafts until this cough goes away, which means I’m watching too much YouTube and playing too much Stardew Valley.

The theme for next week is, rest, get better, don’t make too much of a mess that you will just have to clean up later!

I hope you have an amazing week and remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Welcome 2025

by CZeitler
Cartoonish red, yellow, green, and blue numbers 2 0 2 5 with stars surrounding them and holiday noisemakers.

This post was started 2 weeks ago, however I am going to continue adding on instead of starting anew. I have decided to start 2025 strong and do my best to keep up my momentum throughout this year. Prioritizing connections, with friends and family, as well as keeping myself safe physically, mentally, and financially. Crafty Content will begin after the ****** line.

Yes, I know, lofty goals. The last thing that I did in 2024 was to visit my cousin about 6 hours away, it was so much fun and low key. For this first weekend in 2025 I am visiting my sister about 3 hours away. *Edit, the visit took place the following week, it was lovely.* Admittedly, that is more because she is planning on moving 1 day and 14 hours of drive time away from me, so visiting will be more difficult. I hope/plan to continue this trend by visiting my friend in Texas sometime before September. The most exciting for me is that I am going to be able to rejoin my weaving and quilting guilds. This will start in March, I already have the time taken off. My cousin invited me up for their Easter Egg hunt so I hope to make that as well (I already took the time off).

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I am trying to minimize my craft spending this year. That does not mean that I will pass by an amazing deal (see the 7 zippers I purchased for less than $3), however I will pass on fabric, etc, that I will not actually use, or that I will store for ‘someday’.

The major obstacle that I have for this is not knowing what I have for each craft. To get things organized I purchased one of the photo keepers from Michaels, on sale for $13 from $40+, and have used this to get my sewing supplies organized. Needles in one, hand stitching thread in another 2, pins in another…well 2, safety pins in 1, etc. I do still have one of the units empty within the larger case, but that will get filled up soon enough. I used an amazing label maker to add a label on the edge of each mini case so when I open the unit I can see what I have in each one rather than pulling them all out to find what I am looking for. This has been so handy I am thinking of getting another, but not until I know what I would put in it…though Jewelry supplies looks like a good idea at this moment.

I mentioned earlier that I visited my Sister in Pittsburgh, this is also the location of the closest IKEA to me. We visited IKEA, this was great for me as it gave me an opportunity to see the various shelf options and organizers in person. I did purchase a couple of bookcases that I am using to practice some personalization options on, then they will be great for storing my craft supplies where I need them in a visual way. I’m not going to show you that process until I have it more refined.

Until next time remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Best Laid Plans of (wo)Men and Mice

by CZeitler

This last quarter has been healing, however part of healing is recognizing the wound, lancing it, and draining out the…well you get it without me getting too gross here. The wound was recognized and lanced, however that just left the gross parts, taking care of the home that I had neglected in my lethargic/depressive state. This was eye opening, I had not realized my kitchen had gotten that bad. This means that work, financial issues (that should be completely resolved in January 2025), and getting my house back in order have taken all of my time and energy. Crafting has fallen by the wayside while I get myself and my home into a state where crafting is a possibility.

To that end I do not have any fun updates to give you as the year comes to a close. I am very lucky in so many ways that I cannot count them all. Family, Friends, and whatever higher power you believe in have been very kind to me and I hope that I have reciprocated that kindness.

I hope that 2024 comes to a kind close for everyone and that 2025 only brings good things to your lives. Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Still Chipping Away

by CZeitler

Every Day bring a slightly new challenge to the forefront. I’m still chipping away at my 100 day challenge, I did have one slip when I found some Fat Quarters for $.50 at Walmart. I plan on making a simple children’s quilt from them for the Holiday Season.

I have managed to work on several projects over the past week and a half. Much of my ‘good’ yarn has been put in plastic bags for easier storage. I have started spinning again and gotten a few ‘puffs’ of wool spun. My singles yarns that I purchased or were gifted years ago are now being made into a large granny square that might be sold or gifted as a decorative throw. I made a sale in my Etsy Shop (total of 2 now, lol). This makes me want to finish the skull earrings I have embroidered, they need their jump rings and earring hooks. My Tie-On Pockets have also made some progress.

I am doing my best to look on the bright side and get through this last hurdle. There is a Quarter left in the year, this Sunday is the Autumnal Equinox so I will use these next three months to close out this chapter of my life and welcome the New!

I hope that you have a great day and remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Digging Out

by CZeitler

Sometimes you dig a huge hole by trying to do what you think is right. At present I am reaping the consequences of my hubris. Despite this I am going to use this as an opportunity for a new start.

To make the most of this ‘new start’ I am planning 2 personal 100 Day Challenges that will go hand in hand.

The first is a moratorium on purchasing new craft supplies. I have a lot already and should be using them up before I think about purchasing more. To that end I am also going to run a 100 day crafting challenge. I plan on making progress on some projects a little each day, hopefully some of these projects can be used as Christmas Crafts, however if not I am not going to worry about it.

I am hoping to use these challenges as a way to remind myself to be grateful for the abundance that I have, as well as using this as an opportunity to get myself more organized. All of these problems have been weighing heavily on me, though I have learned a lot of lessons that will stand me in good stead in the near future. This will make me into a more balanced, responsible, and well rounded person. I look forward to enforcing these changes in my everyday life.

I will start my challenges September 10 and go through until December 19th. I hope that everyone has a great day and remembers to Live a Little More Abstract.

Depression is No Joke

by CZeitler

*This post is not at all Crafty, I hope to get back in the swing of things, but I am putting out this Personal Update in the mean time. Stay tuned for more crafty Content!*

I have never thought of myself as depressed; No self harm, thoughts of suicide, the world would be better off without me, etc. Since my last post I’ve been having trouble getting out of bed, wanting to just sleep the entire day away. I get this way once in a while where I just need 1 day of sleep to recharge everything, in the past month it has been flipped around where I have maybe 1 day where I’m ready to leave my bed. This means that I have been waking up about 30 minutes before it is time for me to leave, rushing breakfast (or skipping), and rushing getting ready. When speaking to my psychologist we agreed to up my anti-anxiety medication to see if that helps. After only a couple of days it has helped some.

Because of my sleeping a ton everything else has fallen by the wayside. The store that I am selling my products at on consignment was going to close this past week, however, the owner of the building gave the shop owner a free month to see if business picks up. That means I have another month to pick up extra income from teaching classes and possibly selling some of my items. Yay.

My next two vacations are already plotted out, though the second one might not happen. The car repair, not covered by my warranty, really threw a wrench in all of my plans to get ahead. Fortunately for me I have some equipment that I purchased thinking I would use it, don’t like it, can sell it for money to help me get back on track. The world, and universe, is strange an wonderful. I never forget that there is a higher power looking out for me, call it what you will, I call it God. So thank you for all that you have done for me and continue to do for me. All of the joy you have put on Earth, like shiny rocks, and people that enjoy getting a good deal on Craft Supplies and Equipment.

Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

Sorry About Sporadic Posting

by CZeitler

I’m sorry I have not posted in a while. I have been trying to get some things related to my business accomplished, however, I have also recognized where all of my emotional and physical energy has been going.

To begin with, I am the type of person that if I surround myself (on purpose or accident) with negativity it completely drains me of energy, increases my anxiety, depresses me, and causes my IBS to get out of control. I recognize this about myself. According to my therapist I also have a hard time letting people in and when I do then I do whatever I can for them. Recently I have realized that someone that is undergoing their own mental health problems has been utilizing my compassion and friendship as a dumping ground for their negativity. At one point I had asserted that I could not take a ton of negative energy that day, their response was if I cannot talk about anything negative then I have nothing to talk about. Subconsciously, this triggered me to realize that if I want them to feel free to talk to me at all I HAD to absorb their negativity. This means that anytime that person asks me, “Are you okay to hear about this?” I felt that I had to respond yes, I was okay or they would shut down. Again, my attachment causes me to be blind toward these things until I am run down and messing my health up.

I had come to this realization before my trip. I was dreading the trip, my therapist did say that I could only provide the framework for a good experience and everything else is up to the guest. I am sorry about the car ride, they say that they forgave me, but they are also being very passive-aggressive.

If you come away from spending time with someone drained, and you dread seeing someone, then they are not the right person for you to be spending time with.

My energy for the next three months is going to be focused elsewhere. This is the last of my focused attention that person gets.

In terms of the crafts I have been working on:

One of my Aunts asked me to do some embroidering (on my embroidery machine) for her. This caused me to look at other websites that have embroidery files available, and it is amazing some of the artwork out there! There is some chatter about restrictions being placed on patterns, what I have seen is most of the retailers are trying to restrict large businesses from taking their artwork and doing major production with it. I’m not going to do that, though I do question whether they are able to restrict access that way. I’m not planning on doing any major production, however I am hoping to create some book covers for notebooks having to do with Pride right now. After that is done, and I have sent my Aunt all of the pieces she requested (and more of course), I am going to play a lot more with my Embroidery Machine and some of the amazing patterns available out there.

My garden is coming along pretty well, though I did thoroughly drown my carrots. I am going to take some time this week, since I took time off of work for another friends wedding that is not happening now (long story not mine to tell but the couple is still happily together), to work on my garden and figure out how I can mow around all of my planters. I might also just work on making paths/planting into the ground, so that I don’t have any grass growing in my front yard. I already put down landscaping fabric so that a lot of the grass is killed in the medium between the sidewalk and the road. After the grass dies down I plan on planting tons of bulbs to create beauty.

Okay, I have to get back to my full-time job now. Remember that no one is worth your health and happiness, Live Life A Little More Abstract!