On Thursday I went to work with a slightly scratchy throat. I had been moving books an dusting shelves so I thought that was it. One of my supervisors let me know that there were throat problems going around, so after the meeting I decided to go home early sick. I’m so happy I did. I then slept through with few waking moments until Saturday. My throat was feeling better by then, I had ordered Walmart delivery of garlic pills, oregano pills, immune support pills, diet soda, and oatmeal. These purchases took up most of my cousin visit fund, but oh well. On Saturday I was feeling much better, I was able to get some dishes done and a quick shower so I could stink a little less.
On Sunday I was able to get a few projects worked on. I finished the beaded bracelet, made a kumihimo piece and finished another. I was planning on using this weekend to make progress on the big quilt project I was working on, however I do not want to get my germs on it. I hope that I am not coughing in the morning so I can make progress on that.
The final thing that I am working on is some small weavings for holiday cards. I’m not sure if it will happen or not, I’m just happy I made progress on this.
I took the bottom off of my sewing machine since I was having trouble with the bobbin thread catching and the top thread shredding. This took me quite a bit to clean out using an eyelash brush, it worked amazingly well. My machine is sewing like new. I also did a clean of my embroidery machine which has decided that it will not work about 50% of the time unless the hoop is slightly elevated on the side it is not anchored to, so it probably needs to go to the shop to be fixed. Since we are over half way through the library being closed to the public I brought my embroidery machine in for my colleagues to personalize whatever they would like, a few people have taken advantage of my offer which makes me feel good about bringing it in.
It is so hard for me to believe that we will be reopening to the public in two weeks. I have not completed many of the projects I intended to get done. My area is clean which is one of my main goals, I have a rhythm to my weeding and inventory project so I am pretty happy about my progress there, now that I have my ADHD medications I’m better able to concentrate and will make significant progress this week if I do not finish it.
I am trying to destash products that I do not use and have had some success in that endeavor, this will leave me with just the items that I actually use for storage and surfaces. There have been some projects that I have been meaning to get to so I am working on getting some of those completed and out the door. There is a decent amount of fleece I purchased on clearance that I planned to use for blankets. Then when I asked many of my family members stated that they preferred real backing rather than fleece on a quilt. Because of this I have cut it into a size that can be used for sensory mats and I will donate the fleece to my library for future use on the new ‘kindness cart’.
It has been my plan to create my own dress for our ‘Haunted Library’ murder mystery thing that we have going on in November when we are fully reopened. I have the pieces cut out for an initial sample so I hope to get that sewn in the next two weeks so when I go to a clearance sale with my cousin in October I know what kind of fabric might work and whether I can stand the pattern or not.
I have been working on getting some spinning done, though the fiber I first started with is a bit stickier than I thought it would be, I’m considering pitching it to spin something I enjoy. I also warped up my table loom with a fun pattern that I am doing in reds and greens for my Weaving Guild’s holiday cards, no one else is volunteering so I think I will end up doing it. I am also trying to get my Saori Loom re-warped with the cotton warp in a way that the threads may actually stay on and not slip or snap.
All of this in addition to being about a month later than when I told my aunt I would have her Quilt done, oops.
I also decided that I wanted to try to make a fall cloak with felt leaves, so I cut them out and laid them on another piece of felt. This led me to discover that I do not have enough leaves, and that unless I have some veins sewn into the leaves they look really stupid. I did manage to sew in the center vein in these leaves though I still do not have enough, and I think I want to use something other than felt for the base.
I think that’s enough for right now, I hope to get back to you in less than a Month! LOL. Until next, remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!
My library, where I work, is closing our doors for a month while new doors are being installed. This will really only effect the presence of the public in our building, we will still be working however patrons will not be allowed in. This is going to be a great time for me to get my personal space organized, and a lot of work done on projects that tend to fall by the wayside while focusing on patrons and other things. I just came off of a vacation where I mostly spent my time trying to rest and recharge my social batteries. This worked out really well. Prepping for the closure is going to take a ton of time, energy, and social battery next week. Next Saturday I will also be holding a spinning class, this again is going to take a ton of my social battery.
The second to last day of my vacation was spent with the Weaver’s Guild I belong to making cord wraps with handwoven fabric, these will be given out during a fiber conference in October. I found out that the type of buttons I have been buying, with the little teeth, is not going to work with any of my presses (despite the fact that some came with one of my presses.)
I also found out that I needed to add some extra width to my shirt pieces, I cut out a triangle of fabric to add to the seams on the sides. I have them pinned together and hope to finish sewing them soon.
These small crafting projects have been great for me to dip my toe back in. I have also been doing a lot of cleaning, organizing, and getting rid of items that I do not need/use.
I hope that the weather continues to be good, and that you remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!
No crafting content in this, unless you count gardening as crafting.
At the beginning of April I asked the utilities companies to come out and mark where I can and cannot use a rototiller so that I can turn my yard into a natural garden. Then I had 2 funerals to attend, work picked up, my mood plummeted, and I had a bad invasion of flies. They filled up 2 long fly strips as well as a Zevo pad, and that is after Orkin came. The temperatures have also been fluctuating between 80-100, which for my area is very hot. All of that to say that my lawn has not gotten the attention that it should probably have.
I do have a couple of native plants that have decided to grow in my front yard, of course they are leggy and so look like weeds. There was a couple of days near garbage pickup when I had some of my shelving units out for anyone to pick up or to be recycled. This was when the city decided to respond to a complaint about my yard. I actually do not blame whomever reported me, the yard really does look a mess right now. There was not a date filled in for when I need to have it fixed up, only that I need to tell the inspector when I am done. At present I have purchased a cultivator online and it should arrive Monday. Since I am not working next weekend I will have time to get my yard completely dug up so I can begin to reseed it the way I would like it to be.
This is likely not what the person complaining had intended, however it will ensure that there cannot be an complaints of my grass being too long, lol. After the grass has been dug up with the cultivator I intend to lay down clover seed until Fall arrives. In the fall I plan to plant spring blooming bulbs, in the meantime there are apparently a few vegetables that thrive in the heat so I may be planting some squash and the like.
There is someone arriving at my home early tomorrow morning to scrub down my kitchen floor, and clean around the appliances, which involves moving the appliances. After this is done I will feel much better about ensuring that my home is as clean as I can get it. There is a wide swath of selling off items that I do not use or no longer need, so that is helping my ‘decluttering’ quite a bit as well.
Until next time please remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!
I did not realize that it had been 7 years since I saw my dad’s cousins for Maryland Sheep & Wool. I also did not realize that it had been about 20 years since I saw some of my cousins. Time flies so quickly and all too often we think that we will have another day, another week, another year to see someone, however that is not always the case. I hate that it takes tragedy for me to find time to see some of my family. I think that this year is meant to open my eyes to possibilities, chances lost, and steps that I can take to change things. I’m bad at small talk, even with family, however I think this is well worth taking the time to work on.
Talk about time flying, I wrote the above paragraph last week when I had just returned from my Uncles funeral. I did not realize how much this was going to effect me, which seems stupid to say. I do not recommend having two funerals within two months, it really takes a toll even if you do not feel that you were especially close to those involved, though I loved them and still do they were always periphery for me. Before this post was started last week I had a burst of energy and I was making progress on projects, this was probably so I did not have to think about anything. In the past week my progress has come to a halt. Over the weekend I decided to give myself the opportunity to play while working on a few things that I needed to get done around the house.
Most of what I worked on were embroidered quilt blocks that I hope to use a quilt as you go method to put together as a completed quilt. I did play around with adding beads to a bracelet, and I hate how that turned out, so I will need to try again.
The final thing that I am playing around with in my mind is doing some wholesale purchasing from some smaller creators that have awesome materials I would like to share with more people. I believe that I would put some on my storefront and then also do one or two craft shows this fall.
Until next time remember to Live Life A Little More Abstract!
I love how my Fey piece is turning out. The wings are tulle, the crown is made from beads that the person is for had purchased. I think I’ll add some red thread to the other side to signify their pain and death, then bind it.
You’re getting to know me and side-quests, these keyrings are my current side quest. They are faux cork with specialty ribbons as the loop. I love how they have turned out. At present they are being glued together then I’ll top stitch around the sides. I’m going to see if my sister wants one of the sparkly rainbow ones, or if I’ll put them all on my shop.
I am finishing up the three memorial pieces, rinsed off the top stabilizer this morning so I’m waiting for the other two to dry so I can do the fold over binding. I’m also using a tiny bit of fabric glue to ensure that the stitches on back will not destabilize, then I’ll whip stitch a couple of jump rings so that they can be used as wall hangings.
I am going to be seeing a lot of my family on Tuesday that I have not seen in years, if not decades. I have no idea how this is going to go. One of my relatives has offered me a place to sleep on the way there if I want to start out Monday night. Another has offered that I can stay with her and her daughters so I don’t have to leave immediately after on Tuesday. So I think I will head out early Tuesday morning the way I originally planned but then stay with my Cousin, I let her know I have to head out at 6am, so that should be okay.
I also randomly decided that I was going to sew a mask and a reversible hat for myself. I purchased nose pieces for masks when they were on clearance, so think that will be good for me this summer. The hat is more because I realized that with my thin hair my scalp can get sunburned easily and I need to prevent that.
I only have two more flowers and two more branches to hand sew before I can start embroidering the commissioned quilt again. All in all I have had a very productive week so far. I’m proud that I have gotten quite a bit of the items that I wanted to do complete. There are other things that I really do need to get working on, putting things onto my Etsy site, seeing about getting a couple of quick makes to set up an in person craft booth sometimes this summer, and so much more. At present the weather is going to be really hot and then thunderstorms so I don’t think I’ll be doing too much outside…though I did finally get my lawn back under control.
Things could be so much worse, I have no real room to complain. Given that until next time I hope that you Live Life a Little More Abstract!
The world is full of amazing opportunities for crafts and self expression. Sometimes there are so many opportunities I start five things at once…okay, often I start five things at once. I have made some progress on my aunt’s quilt, right now I am using clear thread to ensure that her applique is solid on the first set of flowers. I think that the center looks good, I’ll see if I can ask my cousin when I see her at the Funeral.
I am trying to find a pattern with Celtic meaning and a lovely phrase to commemorate my Uncle that passed, I’ll make three (one for each of his kids and one for his widow…maybe one for his ex?). Mostly that is adding the elements for the design and getting them stitched out.
My library is kicking off their summer reading program in two weeks and I found out last week that we will be having ‘spirit days’ that week. I will not be at work for two of them, however I will be at the library to volunteer at a booth for one of the guilds I belong to. This means that I need at least ideas, if not projects, for each of the other five days. One of them is for a piece of art or inspiration by an artist. I am currently working on an applique design for a t-shirt I purchased. Hopefully that turns out.
I am still low-key working on my Fey piece, it is currently percolating in the back of my mind as I sort through my fabrics, tulle, lace, etc.
There have been some great sales on embroidery patterns, I sort of need to lay off of purchasing those until I have made some products and sales.
In addition to all of that I have started playing around with Notion as a way to keep my projects organized and my inventory/purchases recorded. All of this is on top of my work stuff, a class I’m teaching this weekend, the funeral, and preparing for summer reading. I’ve bitten off a lot to chew, I hope I can keep up with it.
I did take time one morning before work for an artists date to the beach. Even though it means waking up super early I love going to the beach for sunrise, I got a great photo of the moon before it set.
Due to my Irish heritage I have always been drawn in by the idea and images of they Fey, or Fair Folk. At H&H Americas I expressed an idea that had been percolating in the back of my mind for quite some time, a multi-media textile art piece that features a dark Fey. I bought some silk fabric samples and spun some black silk thread.
Two weeks ago I received a call from my cousin. (Since I’m not using names and my Dad had 10 siblings this is a bit confusing, the two cousins are not from the same immediate family, their Mothers are Sisters to my Dad who is not with us.) She told me that our other cousins daughter, who was living with her parents, had decided to take her own life. This was devastating. I did not have the opportunity to get to know her much in life, we had only seen each other a few times and she was not outwardly expressive…I would say shy except that I think that this was a conditioned response to years of mental abuse. My Aunt was the one to find her. This was horrible, my cousin called me and I told her that I could be there 6 hours from then. She called on Sunday and I cancelled the spinning class I was supposed to teach and arrived Thursday for the Saturday funeral.
It was both horrible and lovely. I had a chance to see family I had not in a while, I helped create 4 posters…okay I cut some of the white off of the edges of printed pictures, and generally we kept busy. I was an ear for my cousin, a shoulder for her daughters, and a buffer for her mom and dad. My other cousin, the father, had been in town all week. He was mourning in his own way…not talking with anyone, communicating through text and his girlfriend, hanging up on my cousin…you know. She finally told him to ‘Grow up’ and then the whole family was dis-invited from the funeral. Her sister managed to smooth things over to the point that my cousin was the only one not invited, so I stayed with her and her husband, daughters, and a couple of other family members that decided to stay. I spent Sunday with my cousin and headed back that night, which was hard for her older daughter who had been sullen all day. I had to explain that my social battery was drained (I had just been to see them 4 weeks ago then H&H, then COVID, now this) and that I did not want to subject them to the bad mood I could feel coming on. I drove home, taking two breaks to nap for 2 hours at a time, arriving home at 5 am after leaving at 8:30pm.
Last night I had inspiration, that will be explained in a post that is coming out later this week (I superseded it with this post for reasons I will explain soon), and began on a sample or small scale version of my Fey.
The young lady that decided her life was not worth living had a small collection of beads, she enjoyed arts and crafts, that my cousin gifted me. I decided to incorporate those into this memorial project, you can see one bead and sequin where their eye is going to be. I was pleased to get a start on this project, I had all sorts of ideas running through my head, I planned on spending this weekend, after work, between machine embroidering on my (other) aunt’s quilt, draping different fabrics and exploring what colors and textures I want to bring to this piece.
This morning as I was washing up and getting dressed for work I received a phone call. I did not have the number saved, that has been rectified, however I knew that I had family in that area so I picked up. It was my Aunt whose quilt I am working on…one of her brothers (my uncle) passed away last night. I think I was in shock and forgot to ask if there was anything I could do. Admittedly I was not very close to my Uncle, however I loved him and I love his 2 children, my cousins. I cannot cancel another class for the same guild. My finances are stretched thin, so I think a card is going to be all that I can send, maybe a memorial mini quilt or something…Oh, I’ll embroider some good Irish sayings on a piece for each, they might like that.
What keeps running through my mind is that these things come in threes. I know it is an old superstition, however, that does not make it wrong. I am waiting to talk with my sister so we can figure out what to do. Into every life a little rain must fall, rest in the loving embrace of the family that came before you.
Sometimes life happens and you see it coming from a mile away, more often you will never see it coming. The first important thing in this short, devastating tale, is that my dad was 1 of 11 children and I love all of my cousins we are a very supportive family. One of my cousins had a daughter, very long and heart breaking story, but she graduated from high-school while living with an aunt in Alaska (not her grand-parent). She decided that she wanted to come back to the lower 48 and live close to her dad’s immediate family (and far away from him) so one of my aunt and uncles decided to welcome her into their home and lives (not her grand-parents).
She was finding her footing, trying out different jobs, figuring out what she wanted to do with her life and generally just getting used to a supportive environment. She had just completed her entrance exams to community college, and well, given the past tense I assume you can guess what happened.
She was caught in a fight between her father’s beliefs that therapy, medication, and mental health concerns were not real, and her family, my aunt and uncle and cousins that she was living with, telling her that they all go to therapy and take any medications needed to keep them healthy. So instead of teaching a how to spin yarn class this weekend I will be attending a funeral. It is so tragic and senseless. I can tell myself that even if she had gotten on anti-depressants that likely would have triggered at least an attempt, but that is not really helping me. Everyone in my work and personal life is being very supportive and I am trying to be supportive for the family members that lived with her.
So my May has been a series of dramatic ups and downs. Going to H&H Americas, getting COVID. Getting my home finally cleaned up so I can get started on creative projects, going to a Funeral. I am certainly hoping that this is not an indication of how summer is going to go.
Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract, and seek out mental health counseling. It is a sign of strength to admit that you need help and weakness to pretend that everything is perfect.
It is fascinating to remember that without my ADHD Medication (it is on backorder due to manufacturing and regulations) I am still capable of being creative. I’m not as capable of completing tasks, however I hope to look on the bright side and get tasks started/thought of/planned until my medication arrives. I am very lucky that since I was diagnosed in my early 40s I have well developed coping mechanisms to employ that allow me to still get my work done, and come up with crafting ideas. There is, of course, a downside. I’m attempting to get ready to attend H&H Americas and will be leaving on Tuesday. This means that if my medication has not arrived by then I will be attending my first Craft Industry Trade Show…un-medicated. I’m sure I will get through it, I already have notebooks prepared and my cell phone brick charger ready so I can take digital notes as well. There was a rabbit hole that I fell down, I was thinking of getting a mini fridge that would plug into my car’s lighter/12v charging port…however when I spoke with my sister she let me know that the functionality was not great so it would be a waste of money.
Speaking of Rabbit Holes, Dollar Tree has new (to me) gel pens in a wide variety of colors and some even have glitter. I purchased a set of the ones I had not seen before and after testing all of them I was pleasantly surprised that there was only 1 dud out of 6 packages (of various quantities).
I have not made much progress on my pencil rolls, first because I will not be able to make as many as I would like to use as giveaways, second because I am at a tough part where I need to figure out the best way to create the pockets and what material I would like to use for the backs. Of course, this did not stop me from going down another rabbit hole.
I decided that I wanted to make a bag, not just a bag but a duffel bag with my ‘brand’ on it. Frankly, it did not go too badly at first. I was able to cut the panels out, quilt them, figure out the embroidery, make the pockets, add the zipper, all with minimal problems. Then came the assembly, and the fact that I completely forgot to add handles. As far as I can tell the pattern required the completed sides and bottom to be sewn together…this made for some very bulky sewing. I really think I did something wrong, or I need to read the pattern more carefully next time I attempt this. Since I am leaving in a few days I am not going to take the time to remake the piece, however as I learned during the Quilter’s Summit, no one gets everything right on the first try.
I am looking forward to my first industry event, seeing what is upcoming as well as what goodies I might obtain. It will be a ton of fun to meet people with a passion for craft. Spending 7 hours spinning will also be a ton of fun. My wheel needs a tune up this weekend and I need to make sure that there is enough spinning fiber. I should also look into packing clothes and making sure that I have the toiletries I need.
Until next time remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!
A Little More Abstract 