Depression is No Joke

*This post is not at all Crafty, I hope to get back in the swing of things, but I am putting out this Personal Update in the mean time. Stay tuned for more crafty Content!*

I have never thought of myself as depressed; No self harm, thoughts of suicide, the world would be better off without me, etc. Since my last post I’ve been having trouble getting out of bed, wanting to just sleep the entire day away. I get this way once in a while where I just need 1 day of sleep to recharge everything, in the past month it has been flipped around where I have maybe 1 day where I’m ready to leave my bed. This means that I have been waking up about 30 minutes before it is time for me to leave, rushing breakfast (or skipping), and rushing getting ready. When speaking to my psychologist we agreed to up my anti-anxiety medication to see if that helps. After only a couple of days it has helped some.

Because of my sleeping a ton everything else has fallen by the wayside. The store that I am selling my products at on consignment was going to close this past week, however, the owner of the building gave the shop owner a free month to see if business picks up. That means I have another month to pick up extra income from teaching classes and possibly selling some of my items. Yay.

My next two vacations are already plotted out, though the second one might not happen. The car repair, not covered by my warranty, really threw a wrench in all of my plans to get ahead. Fortunately for me I have some equipment that I purchased thinking I would use it, don’t like it, can sell it for money to help me get back on track. The world, and universe, is strange an wonderful. I never forget that there is a higher power looking out for me, call it what you will, I call it God. So thank you for all that you have done for me and continue to do for me. All of the joy you have put on Earth, like shiny rocks, and people that enjoy getting a good deal on Craft Supplies and Equipment.

Remember to Live Life a Little More Abstract!

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